He wishes he never did porn
Its just like any other job, when you are the new guy you have to start at the bottom and work your way up in the company, porn isnt different from that. Of course there are exceptions, for example, if your dick has a length of over 25cm you can do the good stuff immediately and skip the scenes this beginner has to overcome. Pretty humiliating to get your face blown away by smelly farts from a hot chick.